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Monday, August 30, 2004

Okay, enough with the depressing posts. I've got an assignment to write an article about new CT scanners for a radiologist trade magazine (yay networking! You know, the old-fashioned kind that refers to people knowing people) - and I'm finding that some things about journalism are like riding a bicycle.

And other things aren't.

Take interviewing for example. Back when I was a journalist (before I was middle-management) I don't recall putting my foot in my mouth quite as often as I have in my last two interviews. I'm sure I sound like a complete idiot to the interviewees. One can only hope the article doesn't turn out to sound that way too.

Books: That's one thing I like about writing fiction. Pretty much all necessary research can be done in the library alone. Books don't care how often you go looking for answers to stupid questions.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Another couple of unproductive days gone by. There are things about modern technology - and the Internet especially - that make physical distances shrink to nearly irrelevance. I can talk to friends half a continent away, play video games with them, discuss similar experiences like movies and television.

But sometimes the distances are really emphasized. Sure there are ways of traveling that are far more efficient than in previous centuries, but they're still expensive. So I can be on the phone if I know where to call my friends, but I can't really be there, in a very litteral sense. And there are times when that difference is not a small one.

I'm sorry I couldn't attend the funeral.

Books: It takes energy and motivation to sit down to write a book. Two things I'm on a short supply of right now.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

I felt like doing absolutely nothing useful or unpleasant today. There was sort of a sense of "Life's too short." So I'm glad I didn't have any interviews scheduled for today. (And enough laundry done that I had something to wear.) Even the productive things I tried to do went all awry. One of those days you just sort of hang up at night and hope for something better tomorrow.

Note to Hallmark: Rhyming sympathy cards are just wrong. I'm sure you're trying to be lyrical and sentimental but really, the days of epic poetry are gone. Please get over it. Then us young-uns who want to send sympathy cards might find one that's not somehow insulting.

Books: I got three pages written for my writing group tonight! I think it's not entirely a sucky beginning, too. Of course, then I printed it out and it only filled up two pages - still not sure how that happened.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

There is snow on the mountains outside my window this morning.

It's an early-warning sign that summer is going to end soon. There are a lot of changes in life, but not all of them come with early warning signs. One of my good friends lost his father last night to a sudden, unexpected heart attack. He hadn't even been sick recently.

Books: I'm supposed to bring pages to a writing group tomorrow night.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

So I was sitting here today reading my physics textbook and studying CT scanning when there was a huge crash from the kitchen. I have no pets (only pet projects) and I was alone in the house at the time.

So I went to investigate, of course.

What I found was that my butter had been murdered. Items perched securely (or so I thought) on top of my refridgerator had slipped off and fallen on a pan I had stored nearby which tipped over and pushed my covered (plastic) butter dish off the counter head-first. CSI has nothing on me. All I'm missing now is the motive. Why would the parchment paper want the butter dead?

Perhaps because lately I've been greasing my baking pans instead of lining them with parchment paper. Hmmm.....

Of course, I truly blame it all on the coefficient of friction. But that's another story.

Books: I made a pretty map last night. I'm thinking I'll have it made into an even prettier map (by someone with illustrating talent) and then into an awesome, cool 3D fly-through flash thing. Somehow this all seems like more fun that writing another draft of this chapter.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

For the record, I've updated my Library page to be a list of books I've recently read. (Or listened to as books on tape.) It's not comprehensive, but it does give you a good sense of what I'm reading.

Monday, August 16, 2004

So yes! Roadtrip to Reno! It was a lot of fun. If you'd like the short version, enjoy the pictures with captions. And here's the long version:

On my way down to Provo I listened to music on my Ipod most of the way. I was surprised to see how green things still are - especially in the section of Yellowstone Park that you get to drive through on the way. Usually somewhere around midnight between July 31 and August 1 everything magically turns brown. Grass, non-evergreen trees, moss, animals - everything. But this year we've had so much rain it was still gorgeous green.

After about five hours of Ipod I put in an audio book - Brag! by Peggy Klaus. It's about "The art of tooting your own horn without blowing it." Basically, she tells you how to talk about yourself (in business and social situations) without being a bore. For instance, talking yourself up in job interviews, loan applications and coctail parties. We're taught as kids not to brag, but you still have to learn how to say nice things about yourself. Her solution is to think ahead of time and be prepared when someone asks what it is you do or why you think you should have this job. The secret, she says, is to tell it like a story - a funny or exciting anecdote. Then people will be interested, rather than bored. Overall, I enjoyed it. It kept me awake all the way to my sister's house.

When I arrived, my sister's husband had just started watching The Manchurian Candidate - the old version - which he had taped off PBS. It caught my attention enough that I stayed to watch it all the way till the end. Or at least until his tape ended. At which point there was probably about fifteen minutes of movie left. So I still don't know how it ends.

In the morning we headed out across the salt flats to Reno. I tell ya - the salt flats of Utah and desert of Nevada are kind of creepy and otherworldly. It doesn't help that there's a bizarre sculpture along side the highway at one point. It's kind of a wacky tree-like thing with no explanation. Also someone set up two huge, fake eyes in a cave on a hill so it looks like the whole rock formation is a monster coming up out of the desert. And that's all before you get to Reno.

I purchased one of those car window-shades for my niece on our way out of town. She had the sun in her face and it was just going to get worse across the desert. So I picked out a cute SpongeBob Squarepants roller-shade because those shades have little holes all over them and SpongeBob is a sponge. Get it? Well anyway, it made me laugh so I bought it. As soon as we tried to put it up in Elizabeth's window, however, she yelled something like "Ponj-ob!" and grabbed it. She would scream when we tried to take it away from her and use it for its intended purpose. She rode all the way across the Nevada desert in August with SpongeBob fondly cradled in her lap. I guess that means my air conditioning works.

The kids watched movies on my laptop most of the way. My sister and I listened to another book on tape - Artemis Fowl by Eoin (pronounced Owen) Colfer. Some of the early writing is a bit rough but it's funny and I like the premis. My favorite line in the book is said by an old codger policeman: "I'll make up for my age with a really big gun."

We spent two days with my brother and his family. They're training their new dog Blossom, who is a farm dog. I wish I got a picture of my brother - three month old baby under one arm, pellet gun rifle in the other, pegging the dog in the back yard for barking at the neighbors' cat. It's a perfect portrait of him.

The little cousins had a good time playing together as far as we could tell. Me, my sister and my sister-in-law got a lot of good chit-chat done. We solved the world's problems and compared medical histories. That's what girl-talk becomes when you grow up kids. Careful, it can happen to you too.

We also watched 13 Going On 30 - which we enjoyed because we're all just about the right ages.

The nephew who rode with me in my car is seven and has Asperger's syndrome. Basically that means he's high-functioning autistic. He and his mom have worked out some great solutions to his challenges and he's better able now to express when he's overstimulated and what he needs to feel better. His mom made him a weighted quilt which helps him sleep. It's made of soft fleece and has beanbag filling. When we were unpacking the car I asked if he could carry his quilt in. He said no, and I thought he was being difficult. Then I picked it up myself - and no, he probably can't carry it. He slept better than he did the last time I saw him, though.

In the car on the way home my sister and I listened to Artemis Fowl: The Arctic Incident which is even better than the first book (but you still need to read the first one to get the most enjoyment out of the story." The best part of this book was a professional thief who was so wealthy he started stealing things just for the fun and challenge of it - so he started stealing Oscars until he had a complete set.

We stopped the story a few times on the way home to listen to my nephew tell me about the zoo he's going to build when he grows up. It's going to have geckos and penguins and cats and fish that the cats can hunt to suppliment their diet.

Books: I wonder if I'm trying to do too much all in one chapter. Maybe I need to spread out the exposition a little bit more. Heh, you may be witnessing the first lengthening of what was supposed to be a short book.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Back from my trip - more on that later. First I must post baby pictures.

Welcome to the world Caleb!


Books: Started attending a "writing group" tonight. I need someone local to hassel me about getting pages done for my next novel.

Monday, August 02, 2004

Heading out for my roadtrip - will probably listen to "I Robot" uncut today.

Books: I'm doing research. yeah.